kerna ku sayang kamu

Kerna Kusayang Kamu

seandainya,
kau ada disini denganku,
mungkinku x sendiri
bayanganmu
yang selalu menemaniku
hiasi malam sepiku

ku ingin bersama dirimu
ku x akan pernah berpaling darimu
walau kini kau jauh dariku
yang selalu ku nanti
KERNA KUSAYANG KAMU....

hati ini selalu memenggil namamu
dengarlah kekasihku
ku berjanji
hanyalah untukmu cintaku
xkn pernah ada yang lain..

adakah rindu dihatimu
seperti rindu yang ku rasa?
sanggup kah ku teruskn lena
tanpamu disisiku
ku kan slalu menantimu.....

i really love this song..this is our song, well, not actually our first song but it had lots of memories..i really miss u sayang..hohoho..

each of the word have their own meaning..hmm...love is on the air.....

friends for life?

it's just misunderstood!! cant you'll understand?? i already asked for apologize, i realized my mistake so why you'll do this to me? am i too guilty for you'll. argh! human, one mistake thousand days to be remembered. how about one goodness? not even one day you will remember..what you'll want me to do more? i already apologized to the person who i supposed to ask for..then? who do you think u guys can punish me like this?

watafak la wey! you'll always put me aside whenever you want, and pull me back also whenever you want..who do you think i am? a doll? i supposed to leave you'll..find new friends, change my environment..change my point of view..

unfortunate for me, i cant..i am very sensitive whenever its involves friends..to me friends are everything..but my friends always put me aside..why? it's because it's my destiny to always face problems like this?



i should try to find other friends and build up my social life back..

orphanage love

last Saturday i went to orphanage at ampangan, seremban.. we reached there around 915 am..
as soon we reached there, we had a breakfast and start 'gotong-royong' there..hihi..

after all the cleaning process, we had a break and lunch..after zohor prayer, we had ice breaking with all those orphans and had two game..just a simple game called kotak beracun and telefon buruk..

within playing kotak beracun, one of the orphan had to do something..what the action should she do? i couldn't heard well but instead of doing the action, she started to cry..poor her..she just 8 years old and maybe she lil bit shy with us..

while they playing the next game which is telefon buruk, i try to persuade her..then, we became closer and closer..

when we want to go back home, she didn't allow me to do so..she said that i cannot go back home and must stay there..poor kid..i felt like i want to take her home with me..but shit! i can't.. i already started to miss her although i just get into bus..

i hope i can go back there next time, i want to celebrate her birthday and give her some present..huhu..