i don't know what's going on with me lately..i tend to forget everything around me..lately i forgot my boy birthday! oh! its sucks! i don't know how that's happened to me..what actually that i been thinking? maybe i just hearing instead of listening..sigh..i should change my attitude..don't know what else i should do..
in the past few weeks, i always argued with my boy..this continuously happen till now..sometimes its all about small matter..i know he not so well, continuous fever, his leg hurt..and that makes him easily get tempered..its not that i wont understand but he supposed try hard to control his feeling, his emotions..i tend to get hurt,i tend to cry a lot...till when i have to face this..whose fault actually? his or mine?
i'm the one who don't understand or he's the one who never trying?
we even argued in the marriage course..watafak! replying message to each other..arguing about small matter..what is happening to us actually? he even scold me whenever i make a mistake..i only can keep it within my heart..i cry inside..i broke inside..
sayang, if u read this, i want u to know that i love u so much..i need u to understand me, i need u to take care of my feelings, make me feels needed..i miss u a lot..i dont know what happen to us lately but please help me fix it...
