only left 3 more days before fasting month begin..i can't wait! i'm so exhausted actually..i keep going back home and come back here at college..last 3 weeks ago, i went back home because of the end of the last sem..and two weeks after that which is last week, i went home again for my uncle wedding reception! gosh! i'm really tired and not getting enough sleep of course..eating a lot! hahaha.. ^o^
and this week i will going back home again! for this fasting month..however, i think i cannot make the first fasting day because of...ehem..ehem..women problems..yay! its been 2 years since i cannot fast at the first day of ramadhan..
talking about ramadhan, this sem, i will not able to fast at home a lot..have to stay here because mid term exam is around the corner..only a week before raya coming..so, it is just rare to open the fast with my family! uwaa.. T_T
syawal also only a month ahead, fortunately, my baju kurung already prepared..i remembered when i was small at the age of 7-8 years old at that time, raya was the best part in my life..getting a lot of 'duit raya', the warmth environment that i had..kids here and there, went around the neighbourhood and ate lot of 'kuih raya'..unfortunately, nowadays, the situation is not same as past few years ago..no more kids here and there..if there is, they only came for 'duit raya'..not for the 'kuih raya' or just visiting their neighbours..
hopefully, all of this sadness i felt because of this few years will wash out..
so! SELAMAT BERPUASA for all the bloggers and SELAMAT BECOMING HARI RAYA! huhu..
