yesterday night, i dream about my first ex..i dont know how on earth he suddenly 'jump' into my dream..maybe i miss him a lot..i miss want to talk to him..deep down in my heart i know, i want to know what happen to him right now..is he ok? where is he right now? what he's doing? is he engage or something? when we had a break long time ago (about six years), he is someone who you can't relay on..he dont like to study,maybe because of his family financial condition that make him acted like that..anyway, in my dream, he turn up to be so handsome..have a carier (engineer i guess) he is tidy, not mess up like i know him years ago..at that moment, we were at somewhere,seemed like we are at boarding school..he met me up with his sisters..his sisters also become very gorgeous! even though their family, his siblings all are good looking..half chinese look and half english look..fair,brown hair..no wonder how i can fell in love with him..sigh~
its been 2 days i met up with my exes..one in a reality and other in a dream..is it a sign? or is it a test for me and hafis? only God know..
p/s: i really2 miss him..all i want to know that he is getting better with his life right now,God had opens his heart to become 'someone'..i will always pray for him.. ^~^
