Sabda Rasulullah (s.a.w), "Wahai manusia, sesungguhnya AllaH berfirman kepadamu: Suruhlah (manusia) berbuat makruf dan cegahlah mereka dari kerja-kerja mungkar sebelum (tiba suatu waktu dimana) kamu meminta, lalu Aku tidak lagi menerimanya, dan kamu memohon pertolongan lalu Aku tidak menolong kamu lagi."
(Hadis riwayat Ibnu Majah dan Ibnu Hibban)
Hadis ni betul-betul membuka mata aku pada segala dosa yang aku dah lakukan sepanjang hidup aku ni. aku takut sangat sekiranya segala dosa aku tidak diterima taubatnya lagi. aku tau dah berjuta dosa yang aku lakukan; towards my parents especially! ampunkan Ilah, umi ayah!
banyak dosa yang Ilah dah lakukan. dah tak terbilang rasanya. one day, suddenly the fact knock over my head, when my mom said that before a daughter get married, all her sins are being burden by father. the fact that ayah will hold on the burden of my sins makes me so so so sad. i know ayah is not a perfect man, however he is my everything. although ayah came from a-not-very-religious family background, he has go through all his life to raise us, take a good care of us.
ayah is getting thinner than before. i really suprised when he fetched me at KL Central few months ago and he is getting thinner and thinner. he used to 'makan bertambah' but now he only eat once and less. i remembered when i said 'ayah, you look skinny than before, why?' then he answered 'tired looking for money to give my family 'eat'.
ayah...you are getting old, i noticed it. with your hair getting 'beruban', you energy and passion towards fishing are getting less and less. your daughter has grown up ayah, and i'll try to make you happy for me. i dont want to lose you ayah. i almost lose you once in the past and i dont want to lose you now, ayah. not now. let me make you happy with my life.
give me chance to be a better daughter to you. i want you to smile wider because of me. i promise i'll try my best to be a wonderful daughter to you and give me chance to pay back all what you have done through my life..
banyak dosa yang Ilah dah lakukan. dah tak terbilang rasanya. one day, suddenly the fact knock over my head, when my mom said that before a daughter get married, all her sins are being burden by father. the fact that ayah will hold on the burden of my sins makes me so so so sad. i know ayah is not a perfect man, however he is my everything. although ayah came from a-not-very-religious family background, he has go through all his life to raise us, take a good care of us.
ayah is getting thinner than before. i really suprised when he fetched me at KL Central few months ago and he is getting thinner and thinner. he used to 'makan bertambah' but now he only eat once and less. i remembered when i said 'ayah, you look skinny than before, why?' then he answered 'tired looking for money to give my family 'eat'.
ayah...you are getting old, i noticed it. with your hair getting 'beruban', you energy and passion towards fishing are getting less and less. your daughter has grown up ayah, and i'll try to make you happy for me. i dont want to lose you ayah. i almost lose you once in the past and i dont want to lose you now, ayah. not now. let me make you happy with my life.
give me chance to be a better daughter to you. i want you to smile wider because of me. i promise i'll try my best to be a wonderful daughter to you and give me chance to pay back all what you have done through my life..
