I was waiting there almost up to half an hour. What am I supposed to do when they coming in? Yelling to them? I was really upset. I was trying to save them from drowning in this situation but they seem not appreciate what I want to do to them. Are they really want to drown themselves and not allow anyone to rescue them? Be calm Aqish. Life isn't that easy. After all, after that incident ( waiting for too long) happened, I decided to packed up my things and going back. My heart cannot control it anymore. I was about to yell and curse them to the end, but I know things will not going to change if I do that. Knowing that one of the 'people' always late and MIA, can really pissed me off if I saw that person coming in and walking towards me with smile on he/her face. F you!

So, before anything get worse, it is better I leave from that sick place! 

'Rhobbi yassir wala tuassir, rhobbi tammim bil khoir'

- berikan lah aku permulaan & kesudahan yang baik-

throwing some 'shares'

it was really nice sitting on the toilet bowl and suddenly dozens of ideas came out running in my mind. eventhough my stomach is growling nearly this 3 am, i really dont mind. wondering on what am i supposed to do with the tons of assignments.sigh.assignments do annoying ok? but what was really pissed me off when i started to type and everything was gone in a blink of eyes. 

learning with Ms.Shamima really makes me happy, and i dont know why eventhough i had a worse situation with her previously. sorry miss.i really need to make up with you.. =)

anyway,i have to struggle a lot this semester and upcoming semester as well. i really need to be independent and not relying on anybody now. its time for me to 'shine' myself in front of everyone. upfront myself without anyone shadowing me. i'm so eager to finish up her assignments. yes, she teaching us two subjects. one is individual assignment and another is group assignment. I'm totally flooding with creative and interesting ideas, the only problem is i'm so lazy to finish up my assignments. sigh.. -_-'

oh dear..my stomach is growling again! i'll update Ms.Shamima pic in the next entry ok? gotta go! i have some 'shares' to throw!

p/s: do you think is better for me to finish upmy assignments in the toilet? hrmmm...(curious)