my happy ending...

i love him..i love him so much..till the end of my life..i finally settled my fear, my feeling and my problems..finally i vommited all my fear to him..i told him that sometimes i feel bored being with him..sometimes i feel terribled loving him..sometimes i hated himand sometimes i want to run from him...we had cried..a very huge cried within our ownself..we hugged and he told me that what had past already past..maybe long time ago he had a grudged over me..because of my parents..that is why sometimes he will make me felt like a jerk..but now..thankful to God, my parents finally accept him in my life..as my friend, my love, my being fiance and also my future husband..i'm so glad..so! thanks a lot umi & ayah for blessing us together..now, after the acceptance of my parents..we are totally happy with our relationship..we can simply go out together..not like usual where we have to make a secret meeting..he also take care of me..really really care..and it had opened my eyes towards him..i can finally love him without a doubt...he is the one..he is the person who i willing to spent my life with..he is my husband..he is Mohd.Hafis bin. Zamahuri...

*just now, he told me that his dad want usto engage as soon as possible..he just wanting it for so long..so, we had planned to get engage next year..insyaaLLah..so abah..we hope you can wait till that time arrive..and hopefully, my parents wont make a bad movement and tought in this relationship anymore..just wait and see..i cannot hold on much longer..and i cannot wait it anymore..

^_^

written on 3/8/08