my dear...
i wrote this to told u how much that i love u..i dont want bad things happen to u..remember ur old case?with ur boyfriend?i wrote this not to humiliate u..but, i dont know where else i can puke out all this things..u'r still young, people can still adore u..
but please honey..please try to pick someone else than him..its not that i want to control ur life, but believe me when i said that i have bad feeling with this guy..i'm not accusing him..no i'm not..
but, as i said earlier, i dont want any bad things happen to u..please dear, pick someone else...
he's someone's husband! and more complicated than that, he's have two wives!imagine u in his wives shoes?can u accept his behavior? going out with someone who we can call him 'pakcik or ayah'? u gave me a shock when u told me that u have feelings towards him..
he have lots of experiences...and of course he knows how to make ur heart melts with all his words? cut it out! for ur own life! or if u dont want to, please...think about ur mom...its not ease to share ur life, ur love with his other wives...and believe me..i'll not shock if he will do the same thing to u..(if u marry him) with other women..and another thing, his 'nafsu serakah' still high...and of course he want someone who still 'bergetah' to be the next! u cant imagine how i felt yesterday when u went out with him...till 12 to 1 am? c'mon! it s not logic at all! if anything happen to u, what do u expect me to tell ur mom? and the worst part, u can called me and told me that no need to worry about u, u still at seremban and u want to celebrate his birthday and only be back home at 12 @ 1 am??!!! and how on earth he want to celebrate his birthday thus he already near to 30 something? u know what? he is just using u, he's lonely, his first wife abandond him, his childrens all back at kampung, his second wife also have to stay at kampung and he live alone here..there! the truth is there! cant u see?? how can u trust a man in a slight of eyes? u just met him..less than 2 months....
oh god...think dear! think! use ur little brain..u r human! not a bug who have little brain and cannot think at all..see in the long term..i mean really 'long term'! not just a week or two weeks later!
unfortunately for me...i can only ask for ur favor, but its all up to u...ur call..if u think that what am i saying here are not acceptable, its fine for me..u have right in ur life...u can do anything that u want but hold on to my words..i am still ur fren whatever happen and u can still count on me..u can still have my shoulder to cry on..u can still hug me whenever u need me..coz i am ur fren...just, take care of urself and dont ever ever u let anyone using u..i love u dear..and i will always pray for ur happiness...
ur best friend,
aqish
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